whoa its been long hasn't it
ok i'm in a new place with new surrounding and new people. to be honest i hate it. i hate the excruciating process of trying to fit in and getting to know ppl. i'm an introvert and i'm not exactly the best at socializing. i used to be able to fit in easily. as i grow older, i tend to judge and morph into an eeky hypocrite. that's gross
and i want a boyfriend!!!! wuwuwuwu i want a boyfriend! i know i sound really desperate here but it's time for me to get a boyfriend. everytime i see a couple doing their thing i get depressed. when i'm depressed i eat alot. wuwuwuwu so depressing.
during my free time, i would sit and ponder on the guys that i once had chance with and its sad to have those memories. the regrets and the what ifs.
oh wellll. i still believe in that one special kiss. that first kiss.
i want it to be special! :( even my fat friends have a boyfriend eeee. i should open up my views now
