People always leave. I quote Peyton from One Tree Hill. Oooh, she has always been my inspiration.
It's almost the end of 2008 and I have to say that it has been the funnest most exciting year I've ever had. Definitely one of the best years ever, hands down.
The new faces, new environment, new life.
We can see who succumbed to peer pressure the most and who hasn't. How they unleash their inner personality.
The bad and good influence.
Clubbers and nerds.
Splits the social group into two equal sections.
The courting and flirting.
Fun fun fun!
Lastly, the ones who really treasure you as a friend.
Priceless.
p:s Thank you for the memories <3
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Oh the cottage cheese!
I just had the most sinful dinner ever.....One large mcvalue meal from Mcdonalds. Why does it have to be so scrumptious! Is it just blatantly impossible for something yummy to be contain zero calorie? Why can't it be that way?
I remember those days where I was so weight conscious, I abstained from Mcdonalds for the entire year! I'm not kidding and it worked. I lost 10 kgs in 6 months. Obviously I do exercise when I have the opportunity to. And at that time, I was pretty stressed up. So I guess that played a part in my attempt to lose weight.
After the over rated occasion (which i shall not disclose), I went back to my old eating habits and pooof, I'm back to my usual XX kg. URGH, why do I gain weight so easily whereas other girls eat like a monster and still remain as skinny as ever. That's so unfair.
"Bear with it, that's life"
I am not satisfied with that answer I'm telling you!
Just take a look at the caloric value. Insane!!!!!! I'm supposed to be eating only 2000 calories per day and with a tiny little mcvalue meal, it swallows one quarter of my daily caloric intake already!!! Geeeeeeeee
*click to enlarge
MMmmmmmm but the mcflurry mudpie is awesomee
I remember those days where I was so weight conscious, I abstained from Mcdonalds for the entire year! I'm not kidding and it worked. I lost 10 kgs in 6 months. Obviously I do exercise when I have the opportunity to. And at that time, I was pretty stressed up. So I guess that played a part in my attempt to lose weight.
After the over rated occasion (which i shall not disclose), I went back to my old eating habits and pooof, I'm back to my usual XX kg. URGH, why do I gain weight so easily whereas other girls eat like a monster and still remain as skinny as ever. That's so unfair.
"Bear with it, that's life"
I am not satisfied with that answer I'm telling you!
Just take a look at the caloric value. Insane!!!!!! I'm supposed to be eating only 2000 calories per day and with a tiny little mcvalue meal, it swallows one quarter of my daily caloric intake already!!! Geeeeeeeee
*click to enlarge
MMmmmmmm but the mcflurry mudpie is awesomee
Friday, October 17, 2008
The heartbreaker
"No I'm not a heartbreaker"
That's what they all say. But what defines a heartbreaker? A person who plays along with other people's feelings or one who dumps a person for another?
Somebody give me an exact definition please!
I'm in a HUGE dilemma right now, whether to give in or not. In my situation, I can't be labelled as a heartbreaker but if I look from O's* point of view. I'm pretty damn harsh and definitely ,without a doubt, should directly be downgraded as a heartbreaker.
In my entire life, I've never coupled. Ok fine, I did when I was younger but that was only through telephone conversation. No physical contact, no touchy touchy. Purely sms and telephone calls. And I regret dearly for that. My tainted first love. Eww, sorry *H , but I refuse to acknowledge you as my ex because we really DIDN'T couple if you think about it.
The whole thing was just " I love you *sends text msg*" ..." I love you tooo *sends text msg*". And it lasted for only one week. How can you say that's coupling leh you tell me.
Back to my dillemma.
Back in highschool, I only made S* cried for me. Oh the power of love. Now, we can make that two because O* was pouring his heart out and he was crying. OH MY GOD. I am terrible with words! I say things that are so prickly it hurts and really, I don't mean it at all....When a guy cries for you, you know he's dead serious. Yes guys? No guy would ever break their ego-shield and appear less macho in front of a lady.
My friends always question me , " Why wouldn't you accept O*? He's super nice, friendly, rich and not-bad-looking what" Honestly, I don't know. Some may also throw nasty comments " You're so relentless, god , you think you so pretty is it" OUCH???
Do YOU think I wouldn't want such a perfect guy??? Such guy who would walk with you to toilet just because you wanna pee. A guy who would run 10 miles just to get you a bottle of coke?? You think I don't want that?? I just can't cope with a guy who so nice to you to the extent that you can't breathe. You're forced to live up to the nice-ness that he showers you with. It's like a friggin competition!
However, it breaks my heart to know that I cause such misery to a person. A girl who's oversized for her age shouldn't be capable of doing that. Anyone who claims that love isn't blind can eat cow dung.
" Eww you're such a heartbreaker"
" No, I'm not a heartbreaker"
p/s: to O* I'm sorry for everything I've said or done. You deserve someone better. Someone who can treat you the same way you treat the person.
That's what they all say. But what defines a heartbreaker? A person who plays along with other people's feelings or one who dumps a person for another?
Somebody give me an exact definition please!
I'm in a HUGE dilemma right now, whether to give in or not. In my situation, I can't be labelled as a heartbreaker but if I look from O's* point of view. I'm pretty damn harsh and definitely ,without a doubt, should directly be downgraded as a heartbreaker.
In my entire life, I've never coupled. Ok fine, I did when I was younger but that was only through telephone conversation. No physical contact, no touchy touchy. Purely sms and telephone calls. And I regret dearly for that. My tainted first love. Eww, sorry *H , but I refuse to acknowledge you as my ex because we really DIDN'T couple if you think about it.
The whole thing was just " I love you *sends text msg*" ..." I love you tooo *sends text msg*". And it lasted for only one week. How can you say that's coupling leh you tell me.
Back to my dillemma.
Back in highschool, I only made S* cried for me. Oh the power of love. Now, we can make that two because O* was pouring his heart out and he was crying. OH MY GOD. I am terrible with words! I say things that are so prickly it hurts and really, I don't mean it at all....When a guy cries for you, you know he's dead serious. Yes guys? No guy would ever break their ego-shield and appear less macho in front of a lady.
My friends always question me , " Why wouldn't you accept O*? He's super nice, friendly, rich and not-bad-looking what" Honestly, I don't know. Some may also throw nasty comments " You're so relentless, god , you think you so pretty is it" OUCH???
Do YOU think I wouldn't want such a perfect guy??? Such guy who would walk with you to toilet just because you wanna pee. A guy who would run 10 miles just to get you a bottle of coke?? You think I don't want that?? I just can't cope with a guy who so nice to you to the extent that you can't breathe. You're forced to live up to the nice-ness that he showers you with. It's like a friggin competition!
However, it breaks my heart to know that I cause such misery to a person. A girl who's oversized for her age shouldn't be capable of doing that. Anyone who claims that love isn't blind can eat cow dung.
" Eww you're such a heartbreaker"
" No, I'm not a heartbreaker"
p/s: to O* I'm sorry for everything I've said or done. You deserve someone better. Someone who can treat you the same way you treat the person.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
One.
I've never thought of blogging publicly, especially with my shy, introvert attitude. I used to have a perception that blogs are only for cool people. After all, blogging was introduced vastly back when I was in high school (by a very famous girl) which made me paranoid about blogging. I care very much of what the rest have to say. What comments and opinions they have in mind and I don't think I've ever done anything willingly without caring of what others think. Pathetic? Carry on reading and you'll find how greatly I succumb to peer pressure.
Just for kicks, I would remain completely anonymous here ( Ahhh, blame it on the shyness)... Okay fine, I'll reveal bits and pieces . Hahah, doesn't it feel like gossip girl already, cept for the gossipy part. Xoxo, you know you love me. Who am I kidding??? I'm a teenager seeking desperately (for attention, kidding!) for a place to spill the beans to willing readers who doesn't scan through blogs for pictures -___-. I know everyone does that. Sadly, this blog would not contain any picture of me, myself and I.. Secretive enough or not?
I'm not drop dead gorgeous. Unfortunately, I do not have smacking body. But I don't think I'm fat either. I'm just BIG.. And voluptuous women are the IN thing right now okay? I know what you guys are thinking. By now I guess you figured that I am a girl Hahaha. I know you guys would think "Wah this girl damn emo right, nothing better to do". Seriously, I have NOTHING better to do.
For the past few years, I've created several blogs.Many of them, okay scratch that, all of them are/were on privacy mode. So who reads it? you ask. Me myself and I. Sad, but true. It's where I can bitch as much as I want. Scream my lungs out. Complain about every minor detail of how imperfect my life is and how XXX's life is going so well.But now, I have moved on to the public. Sharing my slightest detest with the rest, hopefully someone would feel the same way. Hahah (EMOEMOEMO!)
Alright, till then : )
Just for kicks, I would remain completely anonymous here ( Ahhh, blame it on the shyness)... Okay fine, I'll reveal bits and pieces . Hahah, doesn't it feel like gossip girl already, cept for the gossipy part. Xoxo, you know you love me. Who am I kidding??? I'm a teenager seeking desperately (for attention, kidding!) for a place to spill the beans to willing readers who doesn't scan through blogs for pictures -___-. I know everyone does that. Sadly, this blog would not contain any picture of me, myself and I.. Secretive enough or not?
I'm not drop dead gorgeous. Unfortunately, I do not have smacking body. But I don't think I'm fat either. I'm just BIG.. And voluptuous women are the IN thing right now okay? I know what you guys are thinking. By now I guess you figured that I am a girl Hahaha. I know you guys would think "Wah this girl damn emo right, nothing better to do". Seriously, I have NOTHING better to do.
For the past few years, I've created several blogs.Many of them, okay scratch that, all of them are/were on privacy mode. So who reads it? you ask. Me myself and I. Sad, but true. It's where I can bitch as much as I want. Scream my lungs out. Complain about every minor detail of how imperfect my life is and how XXX's life is going so well.But now, I have moved on to the public. Sharing my slightest detest with the rest, hopefully someone would feel the same way. Hahah (EMOEMOEMO!)
Alright, till then : )
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