I wont lie....

.....I still can that it made me went too far...
I love Rainy Monday by the Shiny Toy Guns. Slightly upbeat, nice tune and not mainstream. I have something against mainstream songs. I blame it on Hits.fm. They totally overplayed it. There was once Beyonce's If I were a Boy was played 3 friggin times in 2 hours. God damn annoying.

Anyway, I self-declared today as a " Stay at home and rejuvenate" day. I've been going out so much, my muscles are hurting. Who said walking in malls is a r&r(rest and relax) activity? It takes up LOTS of energy I'm telling you. Not to mention, I'm running so low on cash, everything is so expensive! Just yesterday, my friends suggested to dine at NewYork Deli....It's OVERPRICED for the food the served. It's not even tasty. For starters, I had this mushroom soup with cappuccino powder, with a "must try!" sign. The thumbs up sign usually turns out to be not-to-bad. But it sucked. Bleurgh, i hate dilute soup. I'd rather cook my own campbell's mushroom soup > : (

Now, I'm down with a sore throat, aching arms and slight headache. I thought I'm down with the Hand Foot and Mouth disease because I have ALL the symptoms. Maybe I do??:S:S I'm trying to consume as much fluid as I can right now. Hopefully the rash around my mouth would be gone by a day or two. It feels good to be home once in a while. It's been a really dramatic week and things have been moving too fast. For a girl like me, honestly.. I don't deserve such treatment, such thoughtful treatment. I know I don't deserve it and I admit it.

It's been a really dramatic week. (hahaha I sound like meridith grey from grey's anatomy. She repeats her sentence after another sentence:P)

Now I'm left with awkwardness. I'm left to deal with awkwardness and that sucks. Mainly because, I treasure true friends. I treasure friends who are willing to go an extra mile.. I am willing to do so for those who deserves to be treated that way. My best friend knows that...

Two of my closest friends are now temporarily booted from the " close friends" list. It's uncomfortable and I hate it.

I bet you are going what the fuck is this girl blabbing about. I just needed to pen it down because telling this around isn't the wisest thing to do.

Hopefully, it's only temporary.